Running on empty

You know that you're the only one I have ever loved and the only one that has the ability to break my heart.

In the beginning I was very afraid. My heart was so fragile and I wasn't sure it could take anymore breaking. Even though I felt this way, I decided that I would put my fragile heart in your hands anyway.

Surprisingly you led me to believe that you were someone who had the ability to handle such a fragile heart. I've always known you to be an honest person....but this was a lie. That lie was to be followed by a few more ( which would ultimately add to the heartbreak).

I don't fault you for lying. After all you are human and I have lied to you. The part that I fault you for is the fact that you portrayed yourself as someone that you weren't.

You treat my love for you like it is something that is disposable. I think that you do this because you believe that it doesn't matter what I say or do to you because I won't leave you. That in itself is so evil.

I know that if you read this...the outcome will mostl likely be you rolling your eyes, but this is my personal outlet and I have to get my feelings out there or I will explode.

My heart is in pieces and although I am a lot stronger than I thought after making it through some very heart breaking things...if I had anything when we first came together, it's all gone and I am running on empty.

Sincerely

cctcp